Day: October 21, 2019

  • last try to format

    there must be something i can write about quick
    before i leave, something
    that will make it all right-- everything--
    you and me, the world-- all of life--
    before forgetfulness
    spits us out like pips

    every final day is also a first one
    (there are lots of platitudes like that,
    and there are also lots of heads
    on the wall, strangled by picture frames,
    lots of flocks of wild geese
    licked clean by the light)

    it's hard to sort it all out, so i won't
    even try. i just know one or two things
    that are trite but true-- day after day
    we leave ourselves farther and farther behind
    unless someone really loves us. then there is always
    a home to go back to

  • xanga is not well!  it won't format, even when i switch to programming mode.

    maybe later..

  • blue

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    dawn comes and i wonder-- shall i don,
    or remove, my mask? bending to the sun,
    bright feathers catch the wind.

    i never made it to the parade of the dead talking
    in half syllables like static wingbeats
    broken in mid-flight. yesterday the world looked frayed,
    mist hanging in rags and leaves littering the ground,
    released from the trees' wild, uncertain arms.
    did i already say that recently?
    sometimes i jot down phrases, images,
    metaphors in case of need, and tuck
    them in my pocket to incubate like a blue egg.
    (blue is a symbol of sadness, as i recall.)
    imagine what goes on inside that egg,
    albumen coating a body about to break through
    from the center where nothing was before.
    (i seem to be wandering all over this page, and
    if i had a purpose in the first line, it is gone now
    like a flock of starlings vanishing into low clouds
    as one amorphous being.) does it hurt
    when a feather breaks the skin to grow into a wing?
    the wingspan of the color blue
    thrashes against a tree and tumbles down
    like a dead weight.
    that's why i keep my old rusty wheelbarrow
    handy--to catch the heaviness that falls
    like a blue egg with a tragedy inside.
    because everything i own is in that egg
    and the purpose of this poem
    was to say
    i love you

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