September 20, 2019

  • sometimes a goodbye

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    sometimes a goodbye can
    stay in the air a long time.
    like rain stays in the mirror
    long after it has stopped raining.
    i would rather see tulips blooming
    than a few lingering sickly asters,
    rather see a dancing window of green
    and sunlight than leaden clouds
    above lichen-covered bark.

    autumn used to remind me of the year
    i fell in love with you, the man who became
    my husband; those walks up the mountain
    and the rustling of leaves and pine needles
    when we made love on the ground
    in a forest we called the Temple of Karnak.
    that was before ticks and disenchantment,
    that was before tragedy and divorce.

    numbers are the easiest way to calculate
    distance, but when the distance is this vast,
    i need to measure it in light--
    which has been sometimes
    dazzling; sometimes
    tortured through
    the smallest peephole.
    i could say i fell in love with a man
    largely invented by a pantomimist.
    but it's almost become irrelevant--

    worse things have come and gone
    since you

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