January 22, 2020

  • fierce and other-worldly

    dual

     

    i've decided--
    coming home to nothing
    is worse than
    staying home with nothing.
    i can't fix
    either one.

    are you sleeping?
    or are you just pretending?
    the Goddess of Mercy
    is floating face down
    in the river.

    i know--and therefore i fear--
    there will not be another like you.
    there wasn't previous, why
    should there be after?

    should i tell you my real name?
    it's She who has seen the light.
    there is no cure for not-knowing
    except knowing,
    however bad the cure tastes.
    the disease is death
    and disaffection.

    take pity on me. you came too late my love,
    we were both already dead.
    the dream hovers over me at night
    with its great wings

    and watches me sadly.

    don't forget me--

    when it came to you, my love,
    i was fierce
    and otherworldly

     

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  • Chime, The Wind
    ________________________

    All that she got out
    before her hair zipped her lips shut,
    was "The Wind is God..."
    I finished for her "-damn strong today".

    But I didn't dismiss where she left off,
    perhaps its true, only and after all.
    Deny it, when out on a sailboat at sea.
    Using God's mercy like
    it's second nature.

    But she was close then
    and my eyes watered from
    squinting away what wasn't her.
    Trees watered down into the clouds
    that smudged away all brightness.
    Just her eyes had color, telling me follow.
    The buttons of her shirt
    pushed against mine,
    it was no fair battle;
    metal on plasticky something.
    So I fell ungracefully,
    yet we both knew on purpose.
    I only felt impacts happening
    above me.
    Call it that, just like saying embracing
    when it's grabbing.
    As if Halloween candy dumped
    between us, our masks barely raised
    above our faces.
    We will know better, after
    we're not hungry.
    Each with a favorite; Okay.
    Then, full, maybe an ache,
    surrounded by discarded wrappers
    called clothes and windbreakers.
    Well, hers, I was less prepared,
    so two shirts, as if I was cheating
    at strip poker.

    The light grey one, the underneath
    that she draped over herself when
    she excused to the bathroom.
    I never saw it on me again,
    it became her hostage;
    The pictures of her holding it up
    with just her body.
    Tightly, and the wind is no god
    because that shirt is a sculpture
    of her.

    MC/20

  • wow. this was a trip to an unknown destination. i always read dozens of times,just to lean into the curves. love this!

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