Day: November 22, 2019

  • when someone suggests i should stop grieving your death, i write this poem

    a splinter of the shattered moon
    is on evening watch
    behind a layer of clouds
    spitting snow

    the wind moans
    across the great jug
    of night
    stars are sparks
    from a flint

    countless ripples
    of snow spread
    to the place
    near dawn
    becoming a patch of forgotten time

    somewhere a dog barks
    for its former home
    then falls into dreams
    the night sighs on
    surging across
    the cold darkness

    a voice whispers, "grief
    disturbs the dead".
    i won't throw away my regret
    i owe you that much

    clouds walk along the wind
    climbing down the mountain
    sighing their usual sorrowful sighs

    they owe you that much

  • uncoiled

    dark-river-kathleen-illes

    you are far away, i know that
    on the other side of a long long bridge
    of clouds and cornstalks
    i am a sparrow
    living on a live wire

    i speak to your shadow
    in bold type. you told me
    you are no longer sure
    if the earth will outlive us, or if we
    will outlive the earth

    the moon offered me a rope ladder
    through the bedroom window
    and my heart went still

    it always takes so long for me
    to put your words down, when
    a dust dragon behind my car
    settles back into its cave
    and i see you in streams of dust
    stirring in the wind

    you said: don't fall back
    into yourself
    where sunshine is wasted
    like a car running on its back

    you gestured to me at dusk
    and whispered:
    retreating is a kind of dying
    like a hawser coiling on deck
    a roulette wheel spinning down
    a circular staircase with wet paint
    a crab nebula burning out
    you took me in your hand
    like picking up a snail shell
    or the scroll of a violin

    and uncoiled me into a river
    whorled with mysterious forces in the dark

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